My LuvLy One !

Cornelius Mudi Anyar ..

orang yang saya sayang sangat2 ! 

hope so we'll gonna be together 4eva ! 

cos i really love him .. :) 

we're happy when we're together .. 

always smile, hangout together ..

he will o'wes accomponied me where ever i want to go .. :)

Just God Know How's My Feeling ! :'(

ari tok 19 October 2010, Selasa ..

suma nya musnah dan aku sik tauk gik weither aku dpt harungi suma tok or sik ..

badanku nang lemah glak .. 

da la marek palak t'hantok kat katil ..

then, da gik probs ngan bucuk ! :'( 

it's really a big probs that we ever have .. 

until he don't know weither he's still love me or not ..

nya pdh ngan aku yg nya sik kan trust ku gik ..

maka, niat aku polah suma ya baik ..

tpi, nya salah faham n anggap yg aku tok jaik glak .. 

bukan maksud ku pun .. 

aku da try pujuk nya dari marek malam, tpi, nya agik wak berdegil ..

nya keras palak, sik mauk dgr  ..

but, it's okey then .. mayb tok decision yg ya da polah .. 

pa ley nak polah .. just terimak jak la ngan ati yg open .

even, actually ati ku sakit glak utk terimak suma tok .. 

belum settle gik probs ngan bucuk, da gik probs yg baru ..

buka2 jak fb, trus t'nangga status czn ..

n kat cya cdak pdh yg both of my czn was accident .. 

huhuhuh ! nang la tok tamparan hebat bagi ku ..

nang ku just mampu nangis jak la tym ya ..

cos ku da sik tauk nak polah apa ..

just berserah jak la kowh .. 

huhuhuh !

Holiday .. :|

it's been a long time already didn't update my blog ..

wakaka .. 

yeah ! it's time for holiday liao ..

there's got many people who's goin back to their hometown ..

but, i just can't to goin back to my hometown ..

so sad n feel lonely ..

so, for this moment, i just in the hostel with my friend ..

she's from Sabah n she's also my Junior ..

even she's more older than me .. 

just both of us leaving here .. we're toO brave 4 live here .. 

wakaka ..

on 1st day we're been here ..

there's got many things that's happened ..

but, we're just relax with that's things..

no need toO afraid .. 

bak kata org , janji bnda ya sik ngaco kita, cukup la .. 

aiyo ! bole dikatakan many exprience yang agak best n borink wak kowh ..

and susah nar wak kowh nak carik mamam ..

until we're jus ate all my roomates foods ..

not all la, just maybe half ..

wakaka ..

don't getting mad with both of us arh .. 

aiyo ! it's already 612am on 8sept .. 

i've didn't sleep yet since petang semalam ( 7sept ).. 

cause i still can't to sleep , don't know why ..

my friend also can't to sleep ..

 huhuhuh !

bila la mekduak nak tdo pun ku sik tauk wak tok ..

da mata tok sik dpt nak tutup ..

twok nar da tok .. 

nang sik dpt tdo kowh , nak pksa pun sik dpt .. 

wakaka ..

Feeling Really Down on 1st Day of Puasa !!

huurrrmmm...

it's been too long i'm didn't update my blog..

i'm really busy with my classes..

classes is really pack ! FULL !!

i think that i'm gonna be have a more suffer 

4 this sem !! :(

eh, today is 11 August 2010 !

today is 1st day of Puasa liao !! 

there's got all muslim people will puasa ..

good luck n Selamat Berpuasa to all of u .. 

9am is Pengajian Malaysia class 4 today..

but, the class was canceled without any reason..

so, we're free 4 2hours .. 

n i'm sit in our studio only n on my lappy !

i'm really feeling down right now !

n feel lonely also !

what's happened to me liao ? 

is it i'm missing mummy, home n other ?

missing my frens ?

or missing to puasa with my cuzie family ?

aiyo ! i can't get the answer of my own question !

i'm getting more blur n down here..

i'm also get a fever since last nytes..

my leg also not really okay, injured !

but, i'm stand all the pain that i have !

is it i'm do a right things ?

with hide all the things ..

searching the answer 4 my questions..

just stand all the pain that i have .. 

just been like this all time..

hurrrmmm...

............................

i just can't to write any words or sentences in my paper !!

it's seem likes i'm not really okay 4 this moments.. 

♥ Family Gathering ♥

so, it's time for our family gathering..

we're been busy with our housework..

cooking, wash plate and others else..

and 4sure la mekorg have to take a shower toO..

wakaka..

our chef is my daddy and my cuzie..

there's really a good chef for us..

sedap bah cdak masak..

daddy just chef bahagian panggan m'manggang.. 

dengan adanya husband cuzie ku untuk menemakan nya..

dan tidak laen tidak bukan, 'CARLSBERG'..

wakaka..

and sik lamaq ya..

menu2 supposed to be da ada di atas meja..

so, tok la kesempatan aku utk take a pic..

capture time!! ♥  =)

( Ikan Bakar roast by daddy )

( Tempe Goreng cooked by Cuzie)

( Mee Goreng cooked by Cuzie)

( Sayur Campur cooked by Cuzie)

( Sambal made by me )

( Air Bandung made by Mummy )

( Ayam + Sosej + Tungkeng )

( Gula2 made by me )

sedap glak oOo menu malam tok kowh..

wakaka..

sedap hingga menjilat jari !!

♥ full of luv liao tonight.. =)

and didn't forgot wak with cdak yang ada..

( Billy + Dylah )

( my ♥ niece_ Sally a.k.a Felissa Sally )

( my ♥ niece_Adeq a.k.a Fiona Sherina with her ball )

♥ A Days b4 and in The Mornink b4 Family Gathering ♥

it's start since on last Friday night..

when there's got my luvly niece and her family 

was coming home..

i'm so happy on that day..

( my ♥ niece_Adeq a.k.a Fiona Sherina )

aiyo!

lekak mamam n everything, all of us just have a seated

kat living room..

and start la sesi bergossip between my czn + mum + me!

wakaka.. sik lupaq wak, husband my czn and daddy toO!

talking for a whole night..

until we didn't realised yang tok da almost 230am..

so, daripada waste our time ya wak,

all of us tok tek nangga la World Cup..

watching World Cup until 430am..

i'm really tired with all those thing..

i'm just taking a nap after that..

i think so jam dah menunjukkan kul 5am kali..

then, i heard somethings..

i tot that was a dreams..

but, that was not a dreams..

mummy and cuzie wake me up at 7am..

OMG!! i feel like it's gonna be crazy things..

i just sleep for 2hours..

i'm just didnt believe it..

coz ngan kepenatan yang aku ada tok, 

then, ku just dpt tdo selama 2hours jak..

dengan still gik ada kepenatan ya..

ngan palaq yang ngah angol n pening glak ya..

i've been force for take a shower..

aiyo! feel like it's a dreams..

aiyo!

after done with all the things..

shower, wear clothes and pa2 jak yg patut la tek..

mekorg terus la berangkat utk gi kdey..

awal glak tym ya kowh..

coz all of us wanna buy a things for gathering tonight..

( Adeq yg syok mamam tungkeng panggang )

( Adeq minum air milo )

selesai jak ngan beli2 barang tek..

mekorg truz jak pulang umah..

and all of us felt so tired..

but, we have to cook n kemas umah la tek..

then, masa utk mamam!!

nyum.. nyum..

after done with all those thing..

there's almost 230pm..

while i have to meeting at 2pm..

almost forgot about it already liao.. aiyo

so, bergegas la tek 4 gi meeting ya coz it's already late liao..

but, when i reached there,..

my friends and others still didn't been there..

there's empty hall.. aiyo!

bak kata org gik eh, janji melayu ka?!

then, tunggu la tok tek..

tunggu punya tunggu..

if not mistaken, alomst 4pm bok la our ketua dtg..

my god! at last.!! she's come toO!

About Me Today!! =)

huhuhuh! 

i think so my mood that good today..

alone at home in the morning..

then, petang ya ujan..

siyes pdh yg ujan tym ya bez glak..

my systa n me maen ujan ya using bicycle..

bez glak, siyes pdh kowh.. 

huhuhuh!

then, lekak maen ujan, truz la gi mandik tek..

coz bak kata org tua, lekak kena ujan, must mandik lok..

supaya sik sakit lekak ya..

so, berebut wif my systa tek utk mandik..

ngek!

but, suddenly lekak ya, i just feel like i having a headache..

omg!! i'm having a headche?! 

aduhey! confirm2 la kena anok oleh bucuk tok..

mampos! wakaka..

around at 8pm, my nephew Rainey Leong was pick me up..

utk gi SMK Kubong la tek..

just watching my friends performances!

it's was nice because they have change a lil bit of our dance..

 that we've dance before..

and my niece Oniesha was been Ratu Kumang 2010 SMK Kubong..

( my niece, Oniesha )

 ( my niece + me + Ronald )

( Ronald + me )

( Ronald + me again )

( Rainey + me )

then, mekorg b'gegas la tek balit umah coz mauk nangga football..

BRAZIL vs PORTUGAL!!

aiyo! susah nar ati ku eh..

Jia You BRAZIL!! 

then, when i reached at home..

there's got my luvly niece and her family..

they from miri just going back her..

for lawat mekorg.. lamaq sik jmpa..

( my niece + me ) 

eh, almost forget about somehtings..

i've paly a game, "Secret of Name"..

then, i just try my name and bucuk name!

Moody Again?

at the 1st, i just come home with a happy mood..

laughing with my family..

happy for text with my bucuk, Cornelius..

happy with all the things..

bucuk suruh ku on9 with him..

then, ku pun mbik la my luvly lappy ya..

and start to on9..

on fb and skype..

then, when i'm on my fb..

hajat ku tek just mauk lawat2 la fb bucuk..

but, there's got something yg mengusik kalbu ku..

mpuan yg bernama 'L***A'...

pa gik ntah nama nya.. Lantak la kwu cya!

idk why ku suddenly jak sakit ati ngan suma tok..

so, i just asked with bucuk about her..

sapa nya sebena nya..

then, i just got a answer that girl was his senior..

pa yg ku tauk, nya skol kat secondary skol..

 yg penghuni nya suma laki..

i'm shocked with this things..

really2 shocked!!

and ngan slumber nya pdh tek..

yg nya da pdh ngan aku sal tok before..

but, what i know is he never told me about this..

or else, i'm forgot ?!

ntah la, i also don't know what to say..

but, i'm still thinking about this..

ntah la, ku kdirik pun binggung!

sik tauk ku eh!

sik lamaq ya, da kira okey ckit ku tok tek..

sddnly la mummy getting mad with me ..

just because i'm sik lipat baju..

aiyo!

it's a small matter only..

da gik moody about him + her!

then, mummy lagi getting mad!

aiyo!

S**T la!

sakit ati ku eyh!

pa ka..

tpi, sometimes i'm thinking..

why i have to sad..

crying n worried about bnda2 remeh kdk tok?

knk eyh? it'z weird..

aiyo!

All About Dreams and Us..

da lamaq da ku sik update blog,

so, today i'll update it.. =)

everything start since i make a hope..

hope that when i'm been here, everything gonna be okay..

i hope i'm gonna be okay with all the things..

hope gonna be happy all the times..

but, since i've been here..

what i have imagined and hope before..

just a dream, mimpi di siang hari..

a dream that hardly for me to achieve..

bak kata org lagi, a dream that never come true..

i know it's already, life never same like a dream..

a dream just a dream..

jarang sangat la dream akan jadi kenyataan..

seperti apa yang dikatakan oleh Cornelius,

sometimes dream may come true..

it'z just a matter with time and efforts that we gave..

and sometimes..

dreams also can make us feel dissapointed if we cant achieved it..

thankz yeah utk my Luvly One, Cynk Bucuk Cornelius!

thankz for everythings..

and for my Lesbo Suyank, i've received ur text tek, 

but, ku sekda cukup cdit utk eply..

ku asa sedeyh jak tym kwu text tek.

gonna miss u then..

aiyo! take care yeah! <3 

and utk my Lesbo Edenk, kwu pun sik lamaq gik da jalan da..

aiyo! tinggal la aku sorang tok lak..

aiyo! sad eh..

btw, take care yeah takorg suma.. <3

RTM Shooting..

On 21st and 22nd, my friends n I went to RTM Seremban
4 'Bila Syawal Berseru' shooting..
at the first, they said that they will provides us a foods
4 breakfast n lunch..
but, when we arrived there, they said that they didnt
have enough budget 4 porvides us foods..
all of us a lil bit feel upset..
coz all of us was so hungry on that time..

so, we just ignore all this things n we've to makeup
n everyhtings that we not yet done..
if not mistaken, at 1030am we're start to shoot already..
on the 1st day of shooting, they got Anding, Angelina Tan, Zehra Zamri,
Izwan Pilus n Samsudin Lamit 4 guests..

4 main actor are Darling, Khatijah Tan n idk wat'z the PakCik name..
sory liao..
Anding was so handsome on that time.. =)
but, i didnt take photo with him..
sik sempat..

( Pak Cik that i didnt remember his name...)

we just dance a three dance only 4 the 1st day..
Selamat Hari Raya, Bongai n Zapin..
we've so much fun, but, tired liao lorh.. huhuhuh!
at last, we getting tired.
extremely tired than b4..

just because they didnt provide us foods, so, we just finished all the foods that
they use 4 shooting.. wakaka.. seem so funny lorh..
there got Rendang, Lemang, Nasi Impit n so much more..
it's fun things lorh..

Aizat - Perpisahan

+my bad day+

i thinkz dat'z yesterday n today was my bad day..
everythingz iz getting worse n ruined!!
but, i'm not thinkz so dat'z i'll tell every1 bout tiz rght now..
juz i need to be calm down myself fully..

idk wat'z to say again..
juz wanna say THANKZ to my luvly cynk..
juz bcoz of him,
i can calm down n control myself..




luv u o'wez! missing u so much!
THANKZ n SORY 4 everythingz!!

u're my STRENGTH, luvly!!
=)